tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-46888523758565672132024-02-20T08:38:09.629+00:00Laurence Rushby :: About FoodMy art projectLaurence Dube-Rushbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04033984915529057122noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688852375856567213.post-71493155200552890272009-09-15T20:42:00.002+01:002009-09-15T20:44:29.943+01:00About Food project was interupted in November 2008 for health reasons.<br />As recovering from a spinal injury, I developed another project called LIMITS.<br />Limits is detailed on a blog on the <a href="http://www.a-n.co.uk/">www.a-n.co.uk</a>, under artists talking, Laurence Rushby.<br />Coming soon on this website!<br />About food will be developed at later stage.Laurence Dube-Rushbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04033984915529057122noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4688852375856567213.post-32442720488526222752008-09-11T21:51:00.006+01:002008-09-11T21:59:26.731+01:00<strong>My Lunch september 11th, 1h45</strong><br /><strong>Extract of :"The food Diary"1h45 Lunch.(see photo)</strong><br /><br />Spinach salad with tomatoes, marinated tofu, sweetcorn, cucumber, dressing with balsamic vinegar, olive oil and herbs.<br />Pudding: a few nuts and figsComments: eaten outside, alone.<br /><br />Reflection of the day:Is it relaxing to eat alone?<br />1h45:I enjoy mixing colours in my bowl when I prepare it.<br />1h55:I am strangely aware of the fact that I am eating as I stop between two mouthful to write these lines.<br />2h05:As I am eating my fresh salad, I start thinking about chocolate!?As I am emptying my plate, I loose progressivly consciousness and switch into automatic mode.My body is eating, my mind is drifting away...I am thinking about my blog, about my funding application, about what I will do next...BUT, am I thinking ABOUT FOOD?<br /><br />I can sense that there are so many underlying feelings contained in this research. Some of which I am aware of and some of which are unknown. This fills me with fear(all the better to motivate me).<br /><br />Is this project about food or about my relationship with my mother,and subsequently to my children? how about my relationship to myself?<br /><br />As I finish my nuts, anxiety invades my all body:...full but never fulfilled...a vertigo...am I falling or am I suspended in time waiting for something that will never come?<br />...and then, I breathe,and I get on with my day, absorbed by all the daily tasks I religiously give to myself ... being my own boss!<br /><br />2h20pm:a green tea will wash down all my worries.<br /><br />2h45pm: a few more nuts as I am trying to shape my thoughts for the project; slown down by technical problems................Frustration..............eating...........feeling better............get on with it.Laurence Dube-Rushbyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04033984915529057122noreply@blogger.com0